My Mother...

My mother passed away three weeks ago.. and well I guess I'm at a loss what to do with  my life.

I was her caregiver and there were days that I was frustrated and at my wits end but I would not change anything.

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Update on Real lIfe

Hello everyone...

well this past month.... year... two years.. has been a very long journey...

My mother has Alzheimer's.. and I've been her caregiver for the past four years.. last month.. She fell and broke her left hip.. The surgery was a turning point in her mental status... I can't keep her at home any longer.. The cost was beginning to become to much.. as well as the emotional toll on me... has been tremendous.

The week she fell.. I felt that I had failed her.. in not keeping her safe... but I know I'm not superwoman. That her disease was just progressing faster than I could keep up.. That she was slowly loosing sight of the world around her and slipping in her own world alone with her past and memories of those who have passed on.

Monday.. I go and pick her from a behavioral unit that specializes in Alzheimer's and Dementia, and then placement in a Nursing Home.. the one I work at. Her complete care is no longer mine alone...

Alzheimer's is an evil disease. Having them look at you and not realize who you are is the most painful thing I have endured.

My heart hurts.

My soul hurts.

Those looking for an update.. well.. not for awhile.. when I get back into the swing of things... I'll begin by finishing one story at a time.. and continue from there.. but until then..

Remember your Mother on Mother's day... and never let a day go by without telling her you love her..

Purple Wednesday

Originally posted by thelake at Purple Wednesday

It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.

- original post by neo_prodigy


Crossovers and Slash.. and Snarry

 I love crossovers... if it fits Harry Potter.. I wanna read it.... Especially if its a fandom I read.. or have watched. 

CSI: Miami.. , Stargate.. the whole universe.. Merlin... Torchwood... Supernatural.. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

King Arthur.. Highlander??? 

and only slash.. with Snarry would be wonderful!

Fic:: Catching the Masterpiece, Harry Potter, Complete

Title: Catching the Masterpiece
Author: calanor
Pairing: Severus/Harry
Rating: PG...
Word Count: 4395
Warnings: Implied death..
Summary: Harry finds a home...
A/N: Written when I saw this art done by lemondropseven, I was bit by a bunny.. and this is what I came up with.. enjoy! beta by accio_kilt
Disclaimer:: JK Rowling owns them all, I just play with them from time to time. Lemon drop anyone?

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